A lot of people died last week, people whose names and stories I didn't know. But three of them, I know a little something about. These three all arrived at the throne of God last week.
One was a well respected businessman and missionary, a man who lived a long life dedicated to knowing Christ and making Him known. He was gracious and kind. He had a beautiful marriage and left a legacy of faith for his descendants, both biological and spiritual. He was what you'd call a "good man." Maybe even a "great man."
The second man I know less about, except for the scandalous public facts. As a teenager, he intentionally killed his own mother. As a prisoner, he encountered Jesus. As a middle-aged man, his life sentence was commuted, due in part to the tireless petitioning of his brothers and sisters in Christ. He found a home in a church and blessed many with his musical gifts before he fell again, this time to alcohol and a drunk-driving incident that seriously injured his victim. Apparently, it was another drunk-driving episode that took his life. He was what we would call a "very flawed" man.
The third person--and yes, she was definitely a person--never stepped foot on the earth. She was a full-term baby who died without ever leaving her mother's womb. Though she was marked by humanity's sin nature, she never had the opportunity to sin herself; she was what we'd call "innocent."*
I picture all three, entering heaven at just about the same time. In my mind, one is wearing his suit and tie, one a prison-orange jumpsuit, and the third, completely naked. Three such different people. Three vastly different stories. And yet...
All in the same position. All sinners condemned for offenses against a holy God. All incapable of doing any lasting good on their own, even their best deeds like "filthy rags" (Isaiah 64:6) before a God whose righteousness is beyond comprehension. And yet each of them declared holy, blameless, and above reproach (Colossians 1:22). They died not as slaves to sin, but as sinners saved by grace, each one of them as desperate for God's mercy as anyone else.
How we live this life matters, I know that. I want to be known as someone who lives a "good" life. But at the end of the day, it's not my good life that will pass the test of God's judgment. It's the life of His Son, given on my behalf, that makes me righteous. The missionary, the criminal, the baby, and me--we are all just beggars in the presence of the King,** none any better than the other. The blood of Christ covers us all without prejudice. It's a healthy, humbling thought.
*The Bible does not speak specifically to the issue of whether or not babies go to heaven, although some people point to 2 Samuel 12:2 as evidence that they do. When my kids were younger and brought up this question, I answered by asking them what they knew to be true of God's character. In light of His mercy and love, I don't have any trouble believing that God's saving grace covers young children and those who are mentally incapable of knowing Christ.
**Thank you, Matthew West.
Wednesday, December 6, 2017
Saturday, November 25, 2017
If we ever needed a Savior...
In the face of a tidal wave of sexual misconduct claims and admissions, a few thoughts come to mind:
- How can such a large number of well-educated men be so stupid? "For whatever is hidden is meant to be disclosed, and whatever is concealed is meant to be brought out into the open. If anyone has ears to hear, let them hear." --Jesus (Mark 4:22-23)
- Why is Vice President Mike Pence still belittled for his policy against dining alone with any woman who is not his wife? Some call him an unenlightened prude; some charge sexism and oppression against women. A lot of prominent Christian men, including Billy Graham, stay out of cars, hotel rooms, and closed-door office meetings that might be shared with just one woman. In light of what we're facing today, can these men get a little respect for trying to stay above reproach?
- How tricky is it to grow up as a boy in this culture? Certainly they need to follow common-sense rules of respect and appropriate behavior. If they didn't know before, they'll know now that dirty jokes, greedy hands, and walking around publicly in their underwear is not only offensive but just plain dumb. At the same time, they're growing up in a "Girls Gone Wild" culture where nude selfies are the norm, and casual hookups are just a swipe away on Tinder. Add to this that famously underdeveloped prefrontal cortex, and you wonder how they're supposed to make sense of such mixed messages.
- Her timing was indeed terrible, but how come Olympic gymnast Gabby Douglas was slaughtered by the press when she suggested that women dress modestly and aim for classy over provocative in order to avoid drawing attention from the "wrong crowd"? She was decried for "victim shaming," but did anyone consider that this might actually be good advice? (A few days after the outcry against her Douglas announced that she, too, was the victim of sexual abuse by the notorious USA Team Gymnastics doctor.)
- What the world needs to know, now more than ever: We have a Savior and Redeemer. For the woman whose body and soul have been violated, He brings healing and wholeness. For the man whose sin has left him humiliated, jobless, and alone, He brings forgiveness, restoration, and new identity. Jesus is the only answer for a world torn apart by our racial and gender warring. In Him alone--and by dying to ourselves and our sin--do we find selfless love, reconciliation, and the ability to live peacefully with our neighbors.This certainly isn't easy, but in Jesus, it is possible. There's something to be thankful for.
Wednesday, November 1, 2017
Changing the World, One Verse at a Time
We go about our busy days never realizing that the person in the carpool line next to us might be changing the world. Ten years ago, I stood in in a kindergarten orientation meeting bouncing my new baby in the back of the room. Another woman did the same thing beside me, both of us trying to absorb whatever information we could while pacifying our baby girls. This woman--I would later learn her name was Tosha--would be a casual acquaintance for years before becoming a friend as those babies grew up to become dear friends. And while we were bouncing babies, setting up play dates, hosting birthday parties, and driving our kids in endless circles, Tosha was changing the world, starting in her own car.
What she was doing sounds pretty simple, one of those things where you think, "Why didn't I think of that?" All it took was turning off the radio and focusing the chatter in her car on one thing: a verse of Scripture. As she drove her five kids to school, they memorized this verse and talked about it in depth, things like its original context and how it applied to their own lives thousands of years later. They camped on that verse for a week until it was fully ingrained, until her kids owned it for themselves, and then they moved on to another and another and another. Her goal? To make the Bible feel like home to her children. To show her kids that the people in the Bible are not mythological characters with unpronounceable names, but to know them as friends and family. To say, "Ah, yes, Jeremiah. I know him well. I can't wait to talk with him face to face one day."
Tosha's vision for discipling her kids grew bigger. Like me, she believes that one of the biggest challenges facing the church today is biblically illiterate Christians. She wanted other children in other families to feel at home in the Bible, too. She knew this might feel like a daunting task to harried parents everywhere, so she made it easy. So easy that anyone who drives five or ten minutes in a car with their children every day (or eats a meal with them) can make this work. Last month, Tosha launched this program online--free curriculum to make the Bible feel like home to our kids. Each week, there's a new verse, a new set of discussion topics and questions that can literally be covered at a stop light, and new encouragement for how anyone can do this, quickly, simply, effectively. You can find it at MommyDiscipleMe.org.
I have to admit that when I went to hear Tosha introduce Mommy Disciple Me, I was blown away by her vision, but I was also met with a flood of personal regret. My kids don't call me Mommy anymore, and no one here is asking to be discipled. Tosha addressed this with the older mothers in the room, and God addressed it in my heart. It is never too late to spend time with our children around the Word of God. To believe otherwise is to believe a lie. If we truly believe that the Bible is the guide book to life, our source for wisdom and truth, that it's still "living and active, sharper than any double-edged sword" (Hebrews 4:12), then any time is a good time to start (or start again) discipling our kid with God's Word.
It looks different for those of us whose kids don't ride in our cars much anymore and whose schedules make all-family meals a rare treat. But we can still make the Bible feel like home in our family. For us, already memorizing our individual AWANA verses, it means that we've started coming together once a week to talk with each other about what those verses mean. Maybe you've found something that works for your family already. If so, great. Keep at it! And if you're still searching for something, or if you've stopped searching and now you just feel guilty and lame (oh, I hear you!), then give Mommy Disciple Me a try. Adapt it for whatever age your kids are. Use the Scripture memory for yourself or with a friend if you don't have kids. There are no "children's verses" in the Bible. They're for everyone.
The greatest responsibility we have as parents is also our greatest privilege: to introduce our kids to the God who made them, loves them, died for them, and longs for relationship with them. If you need a little help with this, no matter the age or your kids or grandkids, I encourage you to take a look at Mommy Disciple Me. Kids who grow into adults well armed with the Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God, will change the world, and it can start with us.
What she was doing sounds pretty simple, one of those things where you think, "Why didn't I think of that?" All it took was turning off the radio and focusing the chatter in her car on one thing: a verse of Scripture. As she drove her five kids to school, they memorized this verse and talked about it in depth, things like its original context and how it applied to their own lives thousands of years later. They camped on that verse for a week until it was fully ingrained, until her kids owned it for themselves, and then they moved on to another and another and another. Her goal? To make the Bible feel like home to her children. To show her kids that the people in the Bible are not mythological characters with unpronounceable names, but to know them as friends and family. To say, "Ah, yes, Jeremiah. I know him well. I can't wait to talk with him face to face one day."
Tosha's vision for discipling her kids grew bigger. Like me, she believes that one of the biggest challenges facing the church today is biblically illiterate Christians. She wanted other children in other families to feel at home in the Bible, too. She knew this might feel like a daunting task to harried parents everywhere, so she made it easy. So easy that anyone who drives five or ten minutes in a car with their children every day (or eats a meal with them) can make this work. Last month, Tosha launched this program online--free curriculum to make the Bible feel like home to our kids. Each week, there's a new verse, a new set of discussion topics and questions that can literally be covered at a stop light, and new encouragement for how anyone can do this, quickly, simply, effectively. You can find it at MommyDiscipleMe.org.
I have to admit that when I went to hear Tosha introduce Mommy Disciple Me, I was blown away by her vision, but I was also met with a flood of personal regret. My kids don't call me Mommy anymore, and no one here is asking to be discipled. Tosha addressed this with the older mothers in the room, and God addressed it in my heart. It is never too late to spend time with our children around the Word of God. To believe otherwise is to believe a lie. If we truly believe that the Bible is the guide book to life, our source for wisdom and truth, that it's still "living and active, sharper than any double-edged sword" (Hebrews 4:12), then any time is a good time to start (or start again) discipling our kid with God's Word.
It looks different for those of us whose kids don't ride in our cars much anymore and whose schedules make all-family meals a rare treat. But we can still make the Bible feel like home in our family. For us, already memorizing our individual AWANA verses, it means that we've started coming together once a week to talk with each other about what those verses mean. Maybe you've found something that works for your family already. If so, great. Keep at it! And if you're still searching for something, or if you've stopped searching and now you just feel guilty and lame (oh, I hear you!), then give Mommy Disciple Me a try. Adapt it for whatever age your kids are. Use the Scripture memory for yourself or with a friend if you don't have kids. There are no "children's verses" in the Bible. They're for everyone.
The greatest responsibility we have as parents is also our greatest privilege: to introduce our kids to the God who made them, loves them, died for them, and longs for relationship with them. If you need a little help with this, no matter the age or your kids or grandkids, I encourage you to take a look at Mommy Disciple Me. Kids who grow into adults well armed with the Sword of the Spirit, the Word of God, will change the world, and it can start with us.
Monday, October 16, 2017
Confessing the Sins of Our Past
In studying John 16 the past few weeks, I've learned how gentle Jesus was in letting the disciples in on things. Our all-knowing God knows just how much His children can take at one time.
When I started walking with Him at the age of 10, and in earnest at about 19, He didn't just heap a bunch of conviction on me and tell me to deal with it. Gradually, year after year, He exposes new areas that need my attention, areas in which He wants to free me from sin and lead me into growth. Recently, He's brought an entirely new area to my mind, something I've never really thought about. It's corporate sin that requires corporate confession, and it all started with an article in Christianity Today.
I have never been to a protest. I'm generally not a fan of protesting, at least not the kind that involves angry signs and repetitive chants on city streets. As I've watched the Black Lives Matter marches, the removal of certain memorials, and the NFL-National Anthem debacle, I've felt more agitation at the protesters than affinity with their cries for justice. That's too bad, because God cares deeply about justice, and I want to care about what He cares about.
The article I read opened my eyes to a new perspective. Instead of organizing another protest, an organization led by Harvard grad and justice crusader Bryan Stevenson is creating a national memorial to remember the 4,000 African Americans who were lynched in this country between 1877 and the 1950s. In doing so, he is calling on the church in this country to acknowledge and repent, as a community, for the sins of slavery and racial cruelty in our nation's past. While this has happened within some denominations, Stevenson's goal is to extend the call to all individual followers of Christ.
In the past, this would not have registered with me, and I wouldn't have even finished the article. I'm a native Coloradan with no loyalty to the Confederacy and no complicity in either slavery or lynchings, both of which happened decades before my birth.But when the writer gave biblical precedent for caring about the sins of our ancestors, I tuned in.
Daniel confessed to sins that happened in another location in another generation. Nehemiah confessed the idolatry and oppression of his ancestors. Jesus told the Pharisees of His day that "this generation will be held responsible for the blood of all the prophets that has been shed since the beginning of the world" (Luke 11:50-51). Since the beginning of the world! That's a lot of accountability.
The idea of corporate ownership and confession of sins is also in line with 2 Chronicles 7:14, a verse that's screamed from the rooftops during political elections: "If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land."
As the church in this country takes corporate ownership for the sins in our history, "there is an element of personal transformation that goes deeper than the moral outrage of so many modern protests," says Bryan Stevenson. "It doesn't have the same self-righteous component to it." It's that self-righteous shaming that I rebel against when I see the protesters on TV. It makes me want to run instead of joining in and fighting the good fight in whatever ways I can.
Stevenson went on to say, "I am not interested in punishing America with this history. I want to liberate us. I want us to find the path that gets us to redemption."
Redemption. By my definition, it means God creating something beautiful out of our messes. It means that nothing is wasted; everything is used by Him. It's healing. It's forgiveness. It's making all things new. That's what our nation longs for. That's why people organize rallies and pick up signs. But true, lasting, healing redemption only comes through Jesus.
There is biblical precedent for corporate confession, and there is a burning need for healing in this land. Together these ideas are transforming my thoughts and my prayers. I've never personally owned a slave, but I'm part of a nation who thoughtlessly treated people as property. I'm part of a people who denied the dignity and humanity of all people and who sinned grievously against the God who created human beings in His image. That's my history. That's becoming part of my confession.
When I started walking with Him at the age of 10, and in earnest at about 19, He didn't just heap a bunch of conviction on me and tell me to deal with it. Gradually, year after year, He exposes new areas that need my attention, areas in which He wants to free me from sin and lead me into growth. Recently, He's brought an entirely new area to my mind, something I've never really thought about. It's corporate sin that requires corporate confession, and it all started with an article in Christianity Today.
I have never been to a protest. I'm generally not a fan of protesting, at least not the kind that involves angry signs and repetitive chants on city streets. As I've watched the Black Lives Matter marches, the removal of certain memorials, and the NFL-National Anthem debacle, I've felt more agitation at the protesters than affinity with their cries for justice. That's too bad, because God cares deeply about justice, and I want to care about what He cares about.
The article I read opened my eyes to a new perspective. Instead of organizing another protest, an organization led by Harvard grad and justice crusader Bryan Stevenson is creating a national memorial to remember the 4,000 African Americans who were lynched in this country between 1877 and the 1950s. In doing so, he is calling on the church in this country to acknowledge and repent, as a community, for the sins of slavery and racial cruelty in our nation's past. While this has happened within some denominations, Stevenson's goal is to extend the call to all individual followers of Christ.
In the past, this would not have registered with me, and I wouldn't have even finished the article. I'm a native Coloradan with no loyalty to the Confederacy and no complicity in either slavery or lynchings, both of which happened decades before my birth.But when the writer gave biblical precedent for caring about the sins of our ancestors, I tuned in.
Daniel confessed to sins that happened in another location in another generation. Nehemiah confessed the idolatry and oppression of his ancestors. Jesus told the Pharisees of His day that "this generation will be held responsible for the blood of all the prophets that has been shed since the beginning of the world" (Luke 11:50-51). Since the beginning of the world! That's a lot of accountability.
The idea of corporate ownership and confession of sins is also in line with 2 Chronicles 7:14, a verse that's screamed from the rooftops during political elections: "If my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven, and I will forgive their sin and will heal their land."
As the church in this country takes corporate ownership for the sins in our history, "there is an element of personal transformation that goes deeper than the moral outrage of so many modern protests," says Bryan Stevenson. "It doesn't have the same self-righteous component to it." It's that self-righteous shaming that I rebel against when I see the protesters on TV. It makes me want to run instead of joining in and fighting the good fight in whatever ways I can.
Stevenson went on to say, "I am not interested in punishing America with this history. I want to liberate us. I want us to find the path that gets us to redemption."
Redemption. By my definition, it means God creating something beautiful out of our messes. It means that nothing is wasted; everything is used by Him. It's healing. It's forgiveness. It's making all things new. That's what our nation longs for. That's why people organize rallies and pick up signs. But true, lasting, healing redemption only comes through Jesus.
There is biblical precedent for corporate confession, and there is a burning need for healing in this land. Together these ideas are transforming my thoughts and my prayers. I've never personally owned a slave, but I'm part of a nation who thoughtlessly treated people as property. I'm part of a people who denied the dignity and humanity of all people and who sinned grievously against the God who created human beings in His image. That's my history. That's becoming part of my confession.
Saturday, September 23, 2017
Finding My Place in a Non-Place World
How much of my life am I living in non-places?
This term "non-places," created by French anthropologist Marc Auge nearly ten years ago, is new to me. Auge introduced the idea in his book on super modernity, describing them as transient spaces where we remain anonymous, spaces that don't hold enough significance to even be regarded as real "places." Writer Mark Sayers, in his recent book Strange Days: Life in the Spirit in a Time of Upheaval, latches onto the non-places idea, calling them spaces with no identity, no history, and no relationships. The term applies to actual physical locations, such as freeways, hotels, airports, and fast-food restaurants, as well as cyber spaces--everything from Amazon to hookup sites.
I'm realizing that I have to work harder and harder to choose places over non-places. As much as I desire to be known, that requires time, effort, and vulnerability, and usually it's just quicker and easier to do life in non-places that don't require so much of me.
I go to a megachurch, where I rarely see the same people from week to week, let alone sit by them or interact with them. No one knows when we're not there. We are anonymous, a family of six in a sea of faces, and my children have never known anything else.
We go to chain restaurants where the food is always the same but the staff is always different. A year ago we sat in one of these restaurants, six of us, mind you, in the dead center of the room, for at least a half hour with no acknowledgement from anyone--no greeting, no menu, no order taken, no eye contact. For a while it was an interesting social experiment (could we force someone to notice us, without saying a word?), but eventually we gave up and walked out.
I've taken to buying my groceries online. I love it and it's given me hours of my life back, but at what cost? As much as I hated walking its aisles week after week, I had history with Walmart. Addison pushed me through the store when my ankle was injured, making me laugh so hard I could barely see straight. It was the place where I made up stories and songs to entertain my little kids as we waited in a long line on a Friday afternoon. I made chit-chat with the same checkers, week after week. I used to bump into friends and acquaintances and occasionally have meaningful conversation in the mayonnaise aisle. Now I add items to my cart on a computer screen. Much of my other shopping is done the same way, in non-places, so convenient, yet so impersonal. I'm not about to give these up, but they make me work harder to use that saved time well.
I work from home. I email and text my friends, my mom, my husband, my children. I spend hours in the car, often by myself, driving in circles alongside strangers doing the same thing. I have to be intentional to seek out real places with real people. It takes effort, but I'm always so thankful for how it pays off.
There are times, many times, when anonymity and efficiency are the best choice, but they can't be all there is. I want to choose places where I have history (like the place at my church where I've spent Wednesday nights at Awana for the past eleven years), relationships (going out on dates with my husband, spending one-on-one time with my kids, taking walks with friends), and identity (not the kind that can be stolen in an Equifax hack, but the kind that is grounded in the truth of who God made me to be). I want my kids to choose real places over non-places, to consider that as they look for colleges. I hope we will all do the hard work of being known, being real, and creating authentic places where we can welcome others in.
This term "non-places," created by French anthropologist Marc Auge nearly ten years ago, is new to me. Auge introduced the idea in his book on super modernity, describing them as transient spaces where we remain anonymous, spaces that don't hold enough significance to even be regarded as real "places." Writer Mark Sayers, in his recent book Strange Days: Life in the Spirit in a Time of Upheaval, latches onto the non-places idea, calling them spaces with no identity, no history, and no relationships. The term applies to actual physical locations, such as freeways, hotels, airports, and fast-food restaurants, as well as cyber spaces--everything from Amazon to hookup sites.
I'm realizing that I have to work harder and harder to choose places over non-places. As much as I desire to be known, that requires time, effort, and vulnerability, and usually it's just quicker and easier to do life in non-places that don't require so much of me.
I go to a megachurch, where I rarely see the same people from week to week, let alone sit by them or interact with them. No one knows when we're not there. We are anonymous, a family of six in a sea of faces, and my children have never known anything else.
We go to chain restaurants where the food is always the same but the staff is always different. A year ago we sat in one of these restaurants, six of us, mind you, in the dead center of the room, for at least a half hour with no acknowledgement from anyone--no greeting, no menu, no order taken, no eye contact. For a while it was an interesting social experiment (could we force someone to notice us, without saying a word?), but eventually we gave up and walked out.
I've taken to buying my groceries online. I love it and it's given me hours of my life back, but at what cost? As much as I hated walking its aisles week after week, I had history with Walmart. Addison pushed me through the store when my ankle was injured, making me laugh so hard I could barely see straight. It was the place where I made up stories and songs to entertain my little kids as we waited in a long line on a Friday afternoon. I made chit-chat with the same checkers, week after week. I used to bump into friends and acquaintances and occasionally have meaningful conversation in the mayonnaise aisle. Now I add items to my cart on a computer screen. Much of my other shopping is done the same way, in non-places, so convenient, yet so impersonal. I'm not about to give these up, but they make me work harder to use that saved time well.
I work from home. I email and text my friends, my mom, my husband, my children. I spend hours in the car, often by myself, driving in circles alongside strangers doing the same thing. I have to be intentional to seek out real places with real people. It takes effort, but I'm always so thankful for how it pays off.
There are times, many times, when anonymity and efficiency are the best choice, but they can't be all there is. I want to choose places where I have history (like the place at my church where I've spent Wednesday nights at Awana for the past eleven years), relationships (going out on dates with my husband, spending one-on-one time with my kids, taking walks with friends), and identity (not the kind that can be stolen in an Equifax hack, but the kind that is grounded in the truth of who God made me to be). I want my kids to choose real places over non-places, to consider that as they look for colleges. I hope we will all do the hard work of being known, being real, and creating authentic places where we can welcome others in.
Thursday, August 17, 2017
We're Not in 2005 Anymore
About 14 minutes ago, or what seems like it, I dropped my son off for his first day of kindergarten. Today, his car loaded with sisters, he drove off for the first day of his senior year. Wow, that was fast.
But then I think about how much has changed since that day in 2005, and I realize what a long time ago it was. I did not whip out a cell phone and take a picture of Braden on his first day of kindergarten. I did not text or vox any of my friends. It did not occur to me to pray against teen suicide in our community. I doubt "cyberbullying" was even a word.
While there have been some positive changes since Braden started kindergarten, it also feels like the world is a darker place. I believe it is an especially hard time to be a teenager, and an especially challenging time to be a teacher or school administrator. There's been a story in the news lately that drives this point home and reminds me that parents today need to be more "on it" and more intentional than ever.
In June, a sixth grader from New Jersey took her own life. Sadly, that story alone is so familiar that it would not make headlines. The news here is that this girl's parents have charged her school with negligence and are demanding that administrators be held accountable for their daughter's death. Like dozens of other grieving parents who have made similar charges against their children's schools, these parents say that for months, their daughter received menacing messages via social media, with other sixth graders telling her that no one liked her, that she had no friends, and that she should just kill herself. They say they complained to the school, but the bullying continued, until it got so bad their daughter ended her life.
While my heart aches for anyone who loses a child, I've got to ask the obvious questions. Who was responsible for the safety of this little girl? In their demands for accountability, have these parents ever considered their own negligence? Their own lawyer, in one of many nationally televised interviews, held up a cell phone and said, "This small device can be a lethal weapon in the hands of the wrong child." And yet they put it into their daughter's hands at such a young age, and they loaded it with Instagram and Snapchat. When they saw the trauma it was causing, did they ever think to take it away? Is that option considered too outlandish by today's parents to even consider?
What have we done to our children? Billionaires sit in offices creating poison for our young children, advertisers shove it down our throats, peer pressure demands that we bring it into our own homes, and parents, assuming they have no other choice, toss it at their kids and leave the room.
The world has changed drastically in the past 12 years, and we parents have got to do a better job being the adults and protecting not only our children's bodies, but their hearts and minds, too. We can't expect schools to clean up the messes created by poor parenting decisions. Schools exist to educate our children, not to police their online behavior. Parents are responsible for their own children. How can this be revolutionary or controversial?
Are there students using social media successfully, unscathed by its potentially lethal effects? For sure. But I would bet good money that very few of them are in the sixth grade. And yet the age at which kids receive their first phones is getting younger and younger, and where there is a phone, the apps are sure to follow.
As we start this new school year, let's be intentional with our own kids. Let's be very slow to say "yes" to new technology, especially with our young kids, let's exercise our parental rights to check their phones and see what's happening in their online worlds, and let's not be afraid to pull the plug on anything that has become harmful to them. Let's show our gratitude to our children's teachers and principals, and for heaven's sake, let's be down on our knees praying for them.
But then I think about how much has changed since that day in 2005, and I realize what a long time ago it was. I did not whip out a cell phone and take a picture of Braden on his first day of kindergarten. I did not text or vox any of my friends. It did not occur to me to pray against teen suicide in our community. I doubt "cyberbullying" was even a word.
While there have been some positive changes since Braden started kindergarten, it also feels like the world is a darker place. I believe it is an especially hard time to be a teenager, and an especially challenging time to be a teacher or school administrator. There's been a story in the news lately that drives this point home and reminds me that parents today need to be more "on it" and more intentional than ever.
In June, a sixth grader from New Jersey took her own life. Sadly, that story alone is so familiar that it would not make headlines. The news here is that this girl's parents have charged her school with negligence and are demanding that administrators be held accountable for their daughter's death. Like dozens of other grieving parents who have made similar charges against their children's schools, these parents say that for months, their daughter received menacing messages via social media, with other sixth graders telling her that no one liked her, that she had no friends, and that she should just kill herself. They say they complained to the school, but the bullying continued, until it got so bad their daughter ended her life.
While my heart aches for anyone who loses a child, I've got to ask the obvious questions. Who was responsible for the safety of this little girl? In their demands for accountability, have these parents ever considered their own negligence? Their own lawyer, in one of many nationally televised interviews, held up a cell phone and said, "This small device can be a lethal weapon in the hands of the wrong child." And yet they put it into their daughter's hands at such a young age, and they loaded it with Instagram and Snapchat. When they saw the trauma it was causing, did they ever think to take it away? Is that option considered too outlandish by today's parents to even consider?
What have we done to our children? Billionaires sit in offices creating poison for our young children, advertisers shove it down our throats, peer pressure demands that we bring it into our own homes, and parents, assuming they have no other choice, toss it at their kids and leave the room.
The world has changed drastically in the past 12 years, and we parents have got to do a better job being the adults and protecting not only our children's bodies, but their hearts and minds, too. We can't expect schools to clean up the messes created by poor parenting decisions. Schools exist to educate our children, not to police their online behavior. Parents are responsible for their own children. How can this be revolutionary or controversial?
Are there students using social media successfully, unscathed by its potentially lethal effects? For sure. But I would bet good money that very few of them are in the sixth grade. And yet the age at which kids receive their first phones is getting younger and younger, and where there is a phone, the apps are sure to follow.
As we start this new school year, let's be intentional with our own kids. Let's be very slow to say "yes" to new technology, especially with our young kids, let's exercise our parental rights to check their phones and see what's happening in their online worlds, and let's not be afraid to pull the plug on anything that has become harmful to them. Let's show our gratitude to our children's teachers and principals, and for heaven's sake, let's be down on our knees praying for them.
Thursday, July 27, 2017
Practice in Letting Go
My son is at my dream camp right now. He's only thirty minutes away from our house, but he's a universe away in terms of what he's thinking and talking about for the next two weeks. The name of the camp is Summit Ministries, but it might as well be called Worldview Camp. By the end of it, he'll have heard from experts across the country on Islam, Marxism, philosophy, politics, poverty, economics, ethics, bioethics, free speech, and how the Bible speaks into these and a multitude of other things.
This is the air that I breathe. These are the books that I read and the topics I am most passionate about. I couldn't have cared less when I was 17, but today? I'd seriously consider giving my left arm to be there if I weren't thirty years older than everyone else.
In the five days since Braden has been gone, I've made a significant discovery about myself. I've been doing this mom thing for 18 years, and I would have said I've never been a helicopter parent. I have never been uptight about my kids' physical safety. You wanna climb a 60-foot tree? Go for it! Walk to the park by yourself? Sure. I can trust God with physical safety, no problem. I can even trust Him with my kids' failures and disappointments. Though they're never fun, I see these as opportunities and try not to interfere when they come along.
But my children's young minds? That's where I've staked my claim. If I'm a helicopter parent at all, it's with their minds. As they're learning about and processing the world, I want to be there doing it with them. I want to ask questions, make connections, and challenge their ideas. I want to share my own stories and thoughts while trying to draw out theirs. And let's be honest, I want to steer their thinking, to urge them to think like me.
So it's challenging for me that Braden is having this Big Mind Experience, but he's not coming home every night to talk about it with me. He's taking it in and processing it with a room full of strangers. Obviously, they're strangers I trust, or we wouldn't have ponied up the big bucks to send him to Summit, but still, they're strangers nonetheless. I get a text here and there, but there's no space for stimulating discussion. That's happening apart from me, and I'll get only the remnants of what he's thinking about today when he comes home eight days from now.
My toes are dangling in foreign waters. It's called Letting Go. In 13 months, I'll be fully immersed. These are good waters, I know, not something to dread. They are healthy waters, a place in which my children and I will all grow and, I hope, will thrive. I believe in the goodness and rightness of these waters enough that I will encourage (push?) all of my children to go far away after high school, to become their own people apart from me, to think their own thoughts without my constant interruption, to explore the world on their own. My mother did this for me, and it was one of the greatest gifts of my life, so I will pay it forward. God, help me. This will require extraordinary faith, faith that I can't quite muster today.
I'm getting there, though. Slowly but surely, God is prying my tight grip off of my children. In the process, He is inviting me to a whole new level of relationship with Him. Scary as it is, I accept. And I welcome the advice and encouragement of those of you who have gone before me.
This is the air that I breathe. These are the books that I read and the topics I am most passionate about. I couldn't have cared less when I was 17, but today? I'd seriously consider giving my left arm to be there if I weren't thirty years older than everyone else.
In the five days since Braden has been gone, I've made a significant discovery about myself. I've been doing this mom thing for 18 years, and I would have said I've never been a helicopter parent. I have never been uptight about my kids' physical safety. You wanna climb a 60-foot tree? Go for it! Walk to the park by yourself? Sure. I can trust God with physical safety, no problem. I can even trust Him with my kids' failures and disappointments. Though they're never fun, I see these as opportunities and try not to interfere when they come along.
But my children's young minds? That's where I've staked my claim. If I'm a helicopter parent at all, it's with their minds. As they're learning about and processing the world, I want to be there doing it with them. I want to ask questions, make connections, and challenge their ideas. I want to share my own stories and thoughts while trying to draw out theirs. And let's be honest, I want to steer their thinking, to urge them to think like me.
So it's challenging for me that Braden is having this Big Mind Experience, but he's not coming home every night to talk about it with me. He's taking it in and processing it with a room full of strangers. Obviously, they're strangers I trust, or we wouldn't have ponied up the big bucks to send him to Summit, but still, they're strangers nonetheless. I get a text here and there, but there's no space for stimulating discussion. That's happening apart from me, and I'll get only the remnants of what he's thinking about today when he comes home eight days from now.
My toes are dangling in foreign waters. It's called Letting Go. In 13 months, I'll be fully immersed. These are good waters, I know, not something to dread. They are healthy waters, a place in which my children and I will all grow and, I hope, will thrive. I believe in the goodness and rightness of these waters enough that I will encourage (push?) all of my children to go far away after high school, to become their own people apart from me, to think their own thoughts without my constant interruption, to explore the world on their own. My mother did this for me, and it was one of the greatest gifts of my life, so I will pay it forward. God, help me. This will require extraordinary faith, faith that I can't quite muster today.
I'm getting there, though. Slowly but surely, God is prying my tight grip off of my children. In the process, He is inviting me to a whole new level of relationship with Him. Scary as it is, I accept. And I welcome the advice and encouragement of those of you who have gone before me.
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